hmm... have been cold war for so many days le.. still not too much improved... it's rather dumb... cos there is no reason for this thing to start.. somehow, it juz started... it was so sudden n so absurd ya... totally no logic no scientific reasoning... neither is it sth which anyone can started using this teeny reason.. or shld i say it's not even a reason....

hmm... quite ridiculous actually.. anytime can blow.. cos it's as unpredicatable as volcano eruption.. or shld i say more unpredictable? hmm... wadeva it is... this is not the 1st time alrdy... yet i am still so unprepared. how possible?

totally lost. wadeva i do.. is like so wrong. do oso wrong dont do oso wrong. so wad's the big deal now... it's like... from the past experiments, you know it clear.. but the person juz says that how could i juz conclude that?! but u see... its clear. yet... you can only choose to keep silent and think maybe its ur mistake...

but on the other hand, she turn out to say u are always like that based on e past experiences. so now, wad makes her think so? cos she knows best. well... that's an irony of life.. life's juz that way... if u'r a loser, u'll always be... vice versa...so wad's the big deal now?

hmm... see... so... wadeva it is, juz dun try to change the status.. cos u'll end up getting worse off.. so why waste time n effort. juz be who u are most of the time... the real you probably will only appear in front of urself... cos when u try to be ur real self.. ppl tend to think you've changed... what give them the right then? haha.. of cos is THEY THOUGHT THEY KNOW U BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE... hmm... so assuming huh. but that's life la haha...