I am going through a very difficult time now. And all of a sudden, i feel that my existence is causing so much trouble. i dont want what to do. i am feeling so tired. cos everyone wants what they want, but who cares about what we want. who cares about how i feel. i am feeling so stressed. cos while they are against each other, the one who is really suffering is me. they just laughed it off and pushed the blame to others. i cant take it. i felt that everyone has their own way of doing things and there should be a lot of compromise. sometimes i feel that i want to die. i am really tired. i am not sure if that would help. but i think that probably will. all this fighting all started cos of me. i think i am so hell. i think my presence is driving everyone crazy.. if i die, the wedding will not carry out. it will be able to cancel without any awkwardness. but that will mean that i am being unfair to my parents. i dont know what to do now. i feel that i have let them down. i dunno if all these that i have insisted have hurt anyone. god, please talk to me, please let me know what i should do. i feel like dying.